Blocked

There are many things I wish to say. The words used to be able to just flow from my pen, like it already knew what I wanted to write. There are thoughts, ideas and fragments bobbing around in my mind like apples waiting to be bitten but that is all they are, fragments, thoughts, nothing complete, from beginning to end. I WANT to write again, but first I need to figure out what this block is, so that I can take the ideas and thoughts I have and form them into something complete.
So there it is.. . now what to do with it... any suggestions?

Thrown To The Wolves

Seems like I keep getting "tested" here at work. Pushing me to see where/when I will fail. Now, I have a crazy deadline, what should take a crew of 3 to do in 4 days I am left to in 5 by myself. Now, my future employment is on the line if I don't finish. So, lack if help, lack of tools, lack of time. I have always said I love a challenge, I don't ever give up or quit because something is too hard, it just means I have to work harder. I've had this attitude in nearly all aspects of my life. The problem is, I am getting no feedback on these "tests" I am given. This feed back is critical to me, to know both how far I have come and hoe far I have to go, and also weather or not I am going in the right direction.
So once again, I sm thrown to the wolves, and I'm wearing steak pants. When thrown to the wolves, I do not become the sheep, but the wolf that gets the sheep.